unwell

It's Sunday and still really early on the morning. I sleep uncomfortably on my bed, wrapped by blanket, sweater and oversized scarf. I'm not feeling well this past 2 days. Suddenly my boyfriend come and try to wake me up, he hug and kiss me, but I still won't awake. Then I open my eyes, here he is, sleeps beside me and plays with my hair. and I said to him "So you really here! I thought that was only dream!". He smiles.

Then I heard sounds from the outside. My best friends from Junior High School come! The funny thing is one of my friend come with my college friend, they sorta have a relationship right now. My little house suddenly crowd that morning. "Why don't you tell me that you all will come? I could done my Basics of VCD (DKV Dasar) task yesterday!" and we all laughing.

We all take a ride around Bandung city, and I ride with my own scooter! On the way, I meet my other Junior High School and college friends. They said they want to come and stay at my house, and I welcome them. On the way home I kinda lost. Glad I meet my mother and my brother, they show me the right direction.

In the night, we're having a party at my house! There they are, my college friends, my Junior High School best friends, my boyfriend and even my family! I completely forget about my task, but so what, I'm really happy today.. and I also realize that I'm feeling better! Thanks God, You have brought them for me, thanks..........

It's Sunday and still really early on the morning. I sleep uncomfortably on my bed, wrapped by blanket, sweater and oversized scarf. I'm not feeling well this past 2 days. Suddenly my boyfriend come and try to wake me up, but no, he's only texting me.. He's not here, they all not here.........

I look to a bed next to mine, my house-mate is already gone somewhere..

I cry on my bed, how lame, but I do, I don't know why the tears keep falling...

and I started to feel sick again...

unwell... and alone.. it's sucks!